05 June 2009 ' 18:40
To be honest to myself, I am just being very sad..
I know I am leaving soon..and that my birthday gonna falls on one of the days while I'm away bt tts not the bigs deal..
Wad I care abt is the people here..the activities that I need to miss,my work that I have to put aside and like everything..If i have a choise to go or not to go,I would definitely choose not to..Well,hopefully I am safe and is at the best state of my well being while I am away and tat goes to "FITRI" and all my other frens..seriously i dunno y bt am really really sad here..
having the old thoughts of hoping that you would be happy wif her is still lingering in my mind..i just dunno y its very difficult to forget u..i told u many things,that i hav to lose u,forget u,get the past over n everything..bt it jus cnt..y mus tis drag on till long..who m i to u??nt anymore is it da same as the past..i wun make a diff in ur life..
last but not least,it might sound pathetic here but yess..i need to wish myself a happy advance birthday..and tt da only present i receive from last year(my one n only) was from "FITRI" even though it is understandable that we are more than friends and that we r in love..bt not anymore nw..hw sad cn tt b..nvm..that was kown to be my first gift from friend in my whole entire life..thanks..
TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!
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